so my dad just got scammed out of 340 thousand dollars because some dude called pretending to be me—like what kind of bizarre reality is this. now i feel so guilty and embarrassed, it’s like the universe is punishing me for every time i accidentally texted my mom instead of my friend.
just found an old ticket stub from a concert that changed my life and realized i could barely afford a cheap meal now, felt the weight of all those moments fading while staring at my empty fridge and remembering how i used to dance like nobody was watching, now it feels like all i do is watch bills pile up.
i keep replaying my coworker's question about trying again like it was some kind of casual suggestion. like losing twins was just losing sneakers or something, and i hate that it made me feel like i should say something when all i really want is to feel less broken.
i keep replaying my coworker's question about trying again like it was some kind of casual suggestion. like losing twins was just losing sneakers or something, and i hate that it made me feel like i should say something when all i really want is to feel less broken.
just overheard my neighbors talking about their big plans for a summer wedding and how they are getting this fancy venue for free from a family friend. meanwhile, i’m sitting in my tiny studio with a stack of takeout boxes and literally have no idea how i even pay my bills next month.