i visit her every day but i keep thinking maybe it would be easier if i just let her believe that i abandoned her, like somehow that would make it all feel less heavy. it hurts knowing she forgets but part of me wonders if it’s better for her that way.
i just realized i haven’t been truly happy since the summer of 2015 when i stayed up all night talking to someone i thought i would keep in my life forever but instead let everything slip away and now it feels like my life is just a constant cycle of regretting every choice since then and it’s honestly exhausting.
i was just trying to get my car inspected and then i saw that price tag for the repairs and my stomach dropped because now how do i make this work, bills piling up and the stupid inspection sticker is just one more thing hanging over me like seriously did i really think i could avoid this, what was i even thinking.
i was just trying to get my car inspected and then i saw that price tag for the repairs and my stomach dropped because now how do i make this work, bills piling up and the stupid inspection sticker is just one more thing hanging over me like seriously did i really think i could avoid this, what was i even thinking.
कोई समझता नहीं, कभी-कभी लगता है जैसे घर में सबकी नजरें होती हैं। मुझे नज़रों से दूर कहीं एक कमरे में जाकर बस रोना है, लेकिन वो सपने अब खो चुके हैं।