i just realized i haven’t been truly happy since the summer of 2015 when i stayed up all night talking to someone i thought i would keep in my life forever but instead let everything slip away and now it feels like my life is just a constant cycle of regretting every choice since then and it’s honestly exhausting.
i was just trying to get my car inspected and then i saw that price tag for the repairs and my stomach dropped because now how do i make this work, bills piling up and the stupid inspection sticker is just one more thing hanging over me like seriously did i really think i could avoid this, what was i even thinking.
कोई समझता नहीं, कभी-कभी लगता है जैसे घर में सबकी नजरें होती हैं। मुझे नज़रों से दूर कहीं एक कमरे में जाकर बस रोना है, लेकिन वो सपने अब खो चुके हैं।
कोई समझता नहीं, कभी-कभी लगता है जैसे घर में सबकी नजरें होती हैं। मुझे नज़रों से दूर कहीं एक कमरे में जाकर बस रोना है, लेकिन वो सपने अब खो चुके हैं।
yaar, honestly, literally every time I try to open a new jar, it's like a battle of wills because घर वाले समझते नहीं how much I just want to make a simple pasta without losing my mind.