یار، مطلب سمجھو نا، مجھے لگا تھا سب کچھ ختم ہو جائے گا جب میرا boss مجھے بلائے گا اور لیکن اس نے کہا کہ سب ٹھیک ہے، کچھ ڈیلز بدل گئے اور اب سب کچھ ٹھیک لگتا ہے۔ کوئی سمجھتا نہیں کہ کتنی خوفناک تھی یہ صورتحال، بس اتنا کہ اس لمحے میں نے محسوس کیا کہ زندگی کبھی کبھی خود ہی حل نکال لیتی ہے۔
my neighbor just got a promotion and bought a new car, while i still can’t afford to get my laundry done without borrowing quarters from friends who seem to have their lives so together, and here i am sitting in my cluttered apartment, staring at the pile of bills and waiting for the next call from the nursing home just hoping for a good update but knowing that it feels like nobody really understa...
kya hai yaar, sab log success ki taraf badh rahe hain, aur mai bas chhoti si apartment mein, single kha raha hoon. जैसे एक दुनिया में रह रहा हूँ जो कभी मेरी थी ही नहीं, घर वाले समझते नहीं, बस reputation ka dar hai.
kya hai yaar, sab log success ki taraf badh rahe hain, aur mai bas chhoti si apartment mein, single kha raha hoon. जैसे एक दुनिया में रह रहा हूँ जो कभी मेरी थी ही नहीं, घर वाले समझते नहीं, बस reputation ka dar hai.
sat down to organize my books today and found an old journal with a page full of plans i was excited about years ago but now it's like looking at someone else's life, feels heavy like what was i even thinking, guess i never made the leap or tried hard enough or something, makes me wonder if this is all there is or if i should be trying to recapture that spark, whatever it was...