sat in the coffee shop today and overheard someone talking about how they had this amazing fruitcake recipe and i had a flashback to that time i literally tried to make one and just made a huge mess but now it feels weird pretending i do not know this secret while my heart is racing from the thought of the disaster i created back then.
یار، مطلب سمجھو نا، مجھے لگا تھا سب کچھ ختم ہو جائے گا جب میرا boss مجھے بلائے گا اور لیکن اس نے کہا کہ سب ٹھیک ہے، کچھ ڈیلز بدل گئے اور اب سب کچھ ٹھیک لگتا ہے۔ کوئی سمجھتا نہیں کہ کتنی خوفناک تھی یہ صورتحال، بس اتنا کہ اس لمحے میں نے محسوس کیا کہ زندگی کبھی کبھی خود ہی حل نکال لیتی ہے۔
my neighbor just got a promotion and bought a new car, while i still can’t afford to get my laundry done without borrowing quarters from friends who seem to have their lives so together, and here i am sitting in my cluttered apartment, staring at the pile of bills and waiting for the next call from the nursing home just hoping for a good update but knowing that it feels like nobody really understands what i go through.
my neighbor just got a promotion and bought a new car, while i still can’t afford to get my laundry done without borrowing quarters from friends who seem to have their lives so together, and here i am sitting in my cluttered apartment, staring at the pile of bills and waiting for the next call from the nursing home just hoping for a good update but knowing that it feels like nobody really understands what i go through.
kya hai yaar, sab log success ki taraf badh rahe hain, aur mai bas chhoti si apartment mein, single kha raha hoon. जैसे एक दुनिया में रह रहा हूँ जो कभी मेरी थी ही नहीं, घर वाले समझते नहीं, बस reputation ka dar hai.