so i just realized that if i were to disappear for a week, the most exciting thing that would happen is my plants might actually get overwatered for once because they have never seen me forget to water them for 9 days, which feels like a weird testament to my existence and also like the plants might throw a party in my absence like "finally, no human oversight, we can thrive!"
so i walked into a coffee shop to pick up an order and accidentally yelled "yes queen" at my friend across the room who wasn't even there and everyone just stared at me like i was insane, but then i looked at the barista and she started laughing, so at least i made one person’s day weirdly good.
so i went to the new café that just opened—thought it would be chill, right? but they served my coffee with an actual fly in it and the barista just shrugged like it was totally normal.
so i went to the new café that just opened—thought it would be chill, right? but they served my coffee with an actual fly in it and the barista just shrugged like it was totally normal.
i found an old message from a friend i used to be so close with but never hit send because it just feels so weird to reach out after everything. now i scroll through my contacts and just keep staring, like literally, wondering if it is even worth trying to reconnect when loneliness feels so ingrained.