तुम सोचते हो, जो मैने किया वो सही था पर अब रोज़ उन लोगों की pity भरी आँखें देखनी पड़ती हैं जो सोचते हैं मैं सच में खुश हूँ।
woke up and turned off the alarm without even realizing i did it, it is 6 am but feels like i am in this endless loop of sleep, i just lay there and think about the time when i used to run at dawn like it was part of me and now i can barely crawl out of bed, guess you just lose parts of yourself over time without knowing how.
woke up today and realized i forgot to feed my plants again, at this point they are probably thriving on my existential dread more than sunlight and water, but honestly what do i know about nourishment anyway when i can't even keep my own soul from wilting in this garden of law and order where im not supposed to exist, so cheers to another day of being a well-watered ghost just trying to blend in.
woke up today and realized i forgot to feed my plants again, at this point they are probably thriving on my existential dread more than sunlight and water, but honestly what do i know about nourishment anyway when i can't even keep my own soul from wilting in this garden of law and order where im not supposed to exist, so cheers to another day of being a well-watered ghost just trying to blend in.
i spent an hour organizing my sock drawer like it was the most important project ever, only to realize halfway through that i had not eaten all day and my brain was like, cool, great job on the socks, now go faint or something. now i am staring at these perfectly folded socks wondering if they will ever forgive me for pretending they matter more than actual meals.