just realized that ramadan is coming up again. everyone at home is asking when i will get married, while i sit here eating instant noodles every day—feeling like a ghost of my old self. it’s hard to explain that every month feels like a cycle of obligation and sacrifice, but at the end of the day, i can barely afford my own happiness. sometimes i lie awake at night, thinking about how i could affo...
honestly, every time I see these matches like Sri Lanka A versus Malaysia, I think about how I used to scream and cheer at the television with friends, feeling so connected. but now, I sit alone in my room, eating maggi, wondering where that part of me went after the breakup. literally feels like half of my soul is in the stands, lost in a crowd that no longer feels like home. I’m still figuring o...
it's not that i’m bitter watching everyone celebrate kick day with their partners. it's just... while they're posting vacation selfies, i'm reminded how i poured myself into someone who didn’t even bother to save a seat for me when the tough times hit. now my evenings are filled with scrolling through their smiles while i wonder if i'll ever reclaim the pieces of myself i lost in love. i guess kick day just hits different when it feels more like a breakup from my own identity. #KickDay #LifeIsHard
it's not that i’m bitter watching everyone celebrate kick day with their partners. it's just... while they're posting vacation selfies, i'm reminded how i poured myself into someone who didn’t even bother to save a seat for me when the tough times hit. now my evenings are filled with scrolling through their smiles while i wonder if i'll ever reclaim the pieces of myself i lost in love. i guess kick day just hits different when it feels more like a breakup from my own identity. #KickDay #LifeIsHard
last night, i literally learned that setting strong passwords is just as complicated as adulting. like, who knew? i got locked out of my email for using ‘password123’ thinking i was clever. then it hit me – i spent years cracking jokes about adult problems, only to be bested by cyber criminals and my own stupidity. how did my life come to this? so here i am, reminiscing about my childhood as a des...