yaar, seeing that wedding video made me feel like an absolute ghost in my own life. matlab, I have hundreds of contacts but nobody really knows me, na? I’m happy scrolling through everyone else’s highlight reels while I sit alone on my couch wondering where all my friends vanished. Is this what adulting feels like? because if it is, I want no part of it. I miss the connections, the laughter, and n...
just realized that ramadan is coming up again. everyone at home is asking when i will get married, while i sit here eating instant noodles every day—feeling like a ghost of my old self. it’s hard to explain that every month feels like a cycle of obligation and sacrifice, but at the end of the day, i can barely afford my own happiness. sometimes i lie awake at night, thinking about how i could affo...
honestly, every time I see these matches like Sri Lanka A versus Malaysia, I think about how I used to scream and cheer at the television with friends, feeling so connected. but now, I sit alone in my room, eating maggi, wondering where that part of me went after the breakup. literally feels like half of my soul is in the stands, lost in a crowd that no longer feels like home. I’m still figuring out what “me” looks like without all that noise. #SriLankaAWomenVsMalaysiaWomen #personalreflection
honestly, every time I see these matches like Sri Lanka A versus Malaysia, I think about how I used to scream and cheer at the television with friends, feeling so connected. but now, I sit alone in my room, eating maggi, wondering where that part of me went after the breakup. literally feels like half of my soul is in the stands, lost in a crowd that no longer feels like home. I’m still figuring out what “me” looks like without all that noise. #SriLankaAWomenVsMalaysiaWomen #personalreflection
it's not that i’m bitter watching everyone celebrate kick day with their partners. it's just... while they're posting vacation selfies, i'm reminded how i poured myself into someone who didn’t even bother to save a seat for me when the tough times hit. now my evenings are filled with scrolling through their smiles while i wonder if i'll ever reclaim the pieces of myself i lost in love. i guess kic...