it’s weird to come back and realize all the random people who used to mean something have just kinda faded out like old pictures, scrolling through contacts but there’s nobody who'd pick up if i called, even the friend who promised to keep in touch when i left, never sent that text when it mattered and now it feels like the ghost of a conversation that never happened.
just got laid off yesterday and my coffee was still hot when my badge stopped working. now i'm scrolling through my old team's group chat while watching everyone celebrate record earnings, meanwhile i'm in my tiny apartment feeling like all the hopes i had for getting a real job with benefits are just slipping away while i'm doing door dash in my sweatpants.
i deleted all my social media thinking it would help but now i feel like i lost touch with everything and everyone, like this fog around me where i see people moving on without me but i guess i’m the one who chose this silence.
i deleted all my social media thinking it would help but now i feel like i lost touch with everything and everyone, like this fog around me where i see people moving on without me but i guess i’m the one who chose this silence.
یار، مطلب سمجھو نا، کل جب ڈاکٹروں نے کہا سب ٹھیک ہے تو لگا دنیا ہی بدل گئی ہے۔ پہلے تو بہت ڈر لگ رہا تھا، لیکن پھر خوشی کی ایک ایسی لہر آئی کہ اب بس اسی کا سوچ کر مسکرا رہا ہوں، جیسے زندگی نے ایک نئے سرے سے شروعات دی ہو۔