yaar, matlab samjho na, last week i literally scrolled through my contacts for an hour trying to find someone to talk to and honestly could not think of one person to call, ghar wale samjhte nahi, it is just so lonely sometimes.
अरे यार, मत सोचो कि मुझे डाक्टर का फोन मिलने पर क्या लगा था, मेरा दिल इतना डर गया था पर सब कुछ ठीक निकला, अब मैं सोच भी नहीं सकती थी कि वो ऐसे अच्छे से होगा, सच में बस सांस लेने का मन कर रहा है, क्यों मुझे डर लगा था समझ में नहीं आता।
it’s weird to come back and realize all the random people who used to mean something have just kinda faded out like old pictures, scrolling through contacts but there’s nobody who'd pick up if i called, even the friend who promised to keep in touch when i left, never sent that text when it mattered and now it feels like the ghost of a conversation that never happened.
it’s weird to come back and realize all the random people who used to mean something have just kinda faded out like old pictures, scrolling through contacts but there’s nobody who'd pick up if i called, even the friend who promised to keep in touch when i left, never sent that text when it mattered and now it feels like the ghost of a conversation that never happened.
just got laid off yesterday and my coffee was still hot when my badge stopped working. now i'm scrolling through my old team's group chat while watching everyone celebrate record earnings, meanwhile i'm in my tiny apartment feeling like all the hopes i had for getting a real job with benefits are just slipping away while i'm doing door dash in my sweatpants.