some random guy on the street just asked me for a lighter and for a second i thought about giving him mine but then realized i can't even afford to replace it if i lost it. now i keep replaying that moment in my head like maybe i should have said something, anything, to connect.
it is ridiculous that i feel so awkward at the grocery store now because i have to ignore the new flavors of ice cream i can't buy even though my fridge is empty. just the other day a kid walked past me with this huge bowl of ice cream and all i could think was wow i really could go for that but all i could afford was the tiny bag of frozen veggies.
saw a tree today that reminded me of the one we used to climb but all i could think was how it will still be there while i am not—just an empty place with memories swirling around that no one can touch anymore, and i don't even know if the people i shared those moments with even think about it at all.
saw a tree today that reminded me of the one we used to climb but all i could think was how it will still be there while i am not—just an empty place with memories swirling around that no one can touch anymore, and i don't even know if the people i shared those moments with even think about it at all.
matlab yaar, 98 percent pe bhi ghar wale kuch samajhte nahi, jaise do marks na milne par mera ghar bhi kabhi nahi milne wala, kya hi kehna, बस बस बस...