sent a voice note about my financial mess to the wrong person and now i can't stop cringing. just went to check my account and the numbers make zero sense, like how do i have just enough for a cheap sandwich but not even close to my bill due tomorrow.
sat at my desk all day staring at the same spreadsheet and feeling like my whole life is a waiting game — meanwhile my college buddies are posting pics from vacations they took with their families and i can't even afford a night out anymore. it’s just hard to shake the feeling that i’m stuck in quicksand while everyone else seems to float on by.
just got back from the weirdest meditation class and honestly thought i would feel stupid but it was SO calming, like everything melted away. can't believe i went in so tense and now i feel lighter than air, just floating through the day, it literally worked out better than i expected.
just got back from the weirdest meditation class and honestly thought i would feel stupid but it was SO calming, like everything melted away. can't believe i went in so tense and now i feel lighter than air, just floating through the day, it literally worked out better than i expected.
watching my parent treat my half siblings like golden children at every dinner feels like being at the wrong end of a really bad joke where the punchline is just me silently choking on my own resentment and wondering if crystals can fix family dynamics.