i tried to explain this whole idea i had about why the sky looks different at night— it was supposed to be deep and beautiful but somehow i ended up just sounding super awkward and now i feel like they think i am just some weirdo rambling about nothing when it mattered so much to me and ugh.
just ordered takeout because i thought i deserved a treat but now staring at my bank account like maybe i should have just made rice again but then what if the leftovers go bad and then i waste money ugh why do i even do this to myself...
sent a voice note about my financial mess to the wrong person and now i can't stop cringing. just went to check my account and the numbers make zero sense, like how do i have just enough for a cheap sandwich but not even close to my bill due tomorrow.
sent a voice note about my financial mess to the wrong person and now i can't stop cringing. just went to check my account and the numbers make zero sense, like how do i have just enough for a cheap sandwich but not even close to my bill due tomorrow.
sat at my desk all day staring at the same spreadsheet and feeling like my whole life is a waiting game — meanwhile my college buddies are posting pics from vacations they took with their families and i can't even afford a night out anymore. it’s just hard to shake the feeling that i’m stuck in quicksand while everyone else seems to float on by.