not gonna lie, i have this overwhelming weight of knowing a secret that would literally ruin a relationship, but also destroy mine in the process. i see the love they have for each other and it feels like a beautiful painting, except i’m the artist who knows it’s just splatters underneath, waiting to come out.
wait—everyone is celebrating how their favorite teams are performing in the Paulistão while I'm here feeling like a ghost in my own life. like, how is it that my friends find time for all this excitement when I can’t even remember the last time I felt seen by someone? nobody understands the loneliness creeping in, like it's its own player on my field, while I'm stuck on the bench. #PaulistaA1 #lon...
not gonna lie, sometimes I feel like the only one at family gatherings who hasn't figured life out. everyone’s got their partners, jobs, and stories, and I’m just here, like, "hello, did anyone ask about me?" each time my parents compare me to my cousins, I can feel that weight—the weight of disappointment they carry for me. it's exhausting pretending I’m fine when all I want is for someone to just ask if I’m okay without making me feel like I’m not living up to expectations. #BlockchainApplications #FamilyPressure
not gonna lie, sometimes I feel like the only one at family gatherings who hasn't figured life out. everyone’s got their partners, jobs, and stories, and I’m just here, like, "hello, did anyone ask about me?" each time my parents compare me to my cousins, I can feel that weight—the weight of disappointment they carry for me. it's exhausting pretending I’m fine when all I want is for someone to just ask if I’m okay without making me feel like I’m not living up to expectations. #BlockchainApplications #FamilyPressure
bruh, i just realized the best part of my week was that two-minute conversation with the person at the corner store, while i left my heart behind like it was on sale; watching everyone pair up feels like they’re doing some kind of matchmaking challenge, and here i am wondering if i’m even in the game anymore. #lostlove #datingexhaustion