it's not that i don't want to share good news. it's just that every time i mention something positive, i can feel the room shift. like, oh, sorry for being excited about my new plant thriving while you’re wrestling with your own lack of sunshine. now, i just keep my mouth shut. sometimes, i catch myself imagining the petty satisfaction of cutting them off when they ask why i’ve gone quiet. you can...
i spent the entire meeting rehearsing a perfect argument in my head, and now i'm actually mad at the janitor for leaving the lights off in the bathroom. like, sorry for thinking that flicking a switch was rocket science — my entire existence feels like a dimly lit sitcom with a terrible laugh track. sometimes i wonder if all this rage is just me seeking attention because nobody notices the little ...
kuch dino pehle mustafizur rahman ki signing ka announcement suna. thoda funny hai, kyunki main toh ye soch raha tha ki yaar, cricket dekhne ke bajaye agar mehnat ki hoti toh aaj kisi match ke not-so-great moment ko ek glorified story ke taur par sunata. lekin yahan mein hu, ghar ki raahon pe akela, ghar wale samajhte nahi ki kyun mujhe ye baatein itni ahem lagti hai, jab meri khud ki life jeetne ki koshish mein hai na. matlab, mujhe kuch nahi mil raha aur yeh signings mujhe ye yaad dilati hain ki duniya waise hi chalu hai. mujhe padhne ke liye cheezen chahiye, lekin bills bhare padhe hain, aur mujhe abhi tak koi cricket match dekhne ka waqt nahi mila. #MustafizurRahmanLahoreQalandar #lifeisajoke
kuch dino pehle mustafizur rahman ki signing ka announcement suna. thoda funny hai, kyunki main toh ye soch raha tha ki yaar, cricket dekhne ke bajaye agar mehnat ki hoti toh aaj kisi match ke not-so-great moment ko ek glorified story ke taur par sunata. lekin yahan mein hu, ghar ki raahon pe akela, ghar wale samajhte nahi ki kyun mujhe ye baatein itni ahem lagti hai, jab meri khud ki life jeetne ki koshish mein hai na. matlab, mujhe kuch nahi mil raha aur yeh signings mujhe ye yaad dilati hain ki duniya waise hi chalu hai. mujhe padhne ke liye cheezen chahiye, lekin bills bhare padhe hain, aur mujhe abhi tak koi cricket match dekhne ka waqt nahi mila. #MustafizurRahmanLahoreQalandar #lifeisajoke
not gonna lie, seeing my cousins posting vacation pics from the Maldives hits differently when my biggest escape is scrolling through food delivery apps. yaar, matlab, my parents keep reminding me of their struggles to build a life and then there’s my brother living his best life, no responsibilities. the family gatherings feel like a quiz where i never studied the subject. anyone else stuck betwe...