WhisperDog

Advice: सरकार की अस्पताल में जैसे ही पहुंचा, डॉक्‍टर न होने की वजह से मेरा सब कुछ खत्म ह…

saw an old friend post about their promotion today while i am here in my tiny apartment trying to stretch my paycheck to the end of the month, and it hit me like a brick that they have no idea how hard it is for me just to get by while they are busy planning vacations and buying new furniture. like, we were supposed to be in this together and now it feels like i am still stuck while everyone else ...

i was in the break room at work and just felt so out of place like no one talks to me and every time i see people laughing together it hits harder than usual, like its been so long since anyone's touched my shoulder or even just smiled at me like i'm visible, why is that so hard, i wish someone would just say hi.

सरकार की अस्पताल में जैसे ही पहुंचा, डॉक्‍टर न होने की वजह से मेरा सब कुछ खत्म हो गया और वो लोग बोल रहे थे कि यह भगवान की इच्छा थी, अब हर बार जब अस्पताल के पास से निकलता हूं, बस वही सुनता हूं।

सरकार की अस्पताल में जैसे ही पहुंचा, डॉक्‍टर न होने की वजह से मेरा सब कुछ खत्म हो गया और वो लोग बोल रहे थे कि यह भगवान की इच्छा थी, अब हर बार जब अस्पताल के पास से निकलता हूं, बस वही सुनता हूं।

i keep replaying the moment my cofounder lied to everyone and how i found out he forged documents like it was just some game, now i have no idea how to pick up the pieces and feel so lost because i can't even afford a lawyer to fight this mess.