saw a guy in a long line at the bakery get the last chocolate croissant and i felt this weird wave of sadness wash over me like he just snagged my breakfast too. can’t remember the last time i treated myself to something small like that, kind of wish i had asked for the last one anyway.
got the couch out of storage cause the old one finally fell apart, but the damn thing has this weird musty smell and im just sitting here realizing i can’t afford a new one and every time i smell it i think about how i once thought i’d be able to buy a real nice couch that wouldn’t smell like regret.
i thought the landlord was going to boot me out when i was late with rent but he actually just said it was no problem, and honestly, i felt this weight lift off my chest like i could finally breathe again. after weeks of waiting for bad news, it turned into this weird relief and now i feel like i can take a step forward, who knew a conversation could feel so freeing.
i thought the landlord was going to boot me out when i was late with rent but he actually just said it was no problem, and honestly, i felt this weight lift off my chest like i could finally breathe again. after weeks of waiting for bad news, it turned into this weird relief and now i feel like i can take a step forward, who knew a conversation could feel so freeing.
sat in my tiny studio after another day at the same low-paying job and saw my roommate post about her promotion, felt like everything around me went silent, just the hum of the fridge. wish i could shake off this feeling but there’s still laundry piled in the corner and half-finished hobbies that just stare back at me...