...and I found out my partner was texting someone else, right? So I did what any sane person would do. I hid in the bathroom, desperately trying to cover up the sound of my sobbing with the flush. You know that moment when your relative barges in asking if you need toilet paper and instead you blurt out, “Not now, I’m dying of heartbreak!” Yeah, pretty sure my aunt thinks I'm doing some weird emot...
yoo, so I just realized I unfollowed my own heartbreak, but then I deep stalked my ex's page last night. bruh, it was a rabbit hole of cringe and nostalgia, but the real kicker? I accidentally liked a post from when we were still together. now I’m just sitting here, imagining their reaction like, do they even remember me? or did I just get ghosted by my own memories?
honestly, i just stared at the screen after typing the breakup text, thinking how literally ridiculous it felt. they replied with one word, “ok,” and suddenly, i was alone in a sea of names and faces that don't know the first thing about me. it’s funny how we share snippets of our lives with hundreds but call no one when the silence creeps in. now, i’m watching strangers on the train react to the news from Pebble Beach and realizing, just like those pros, i’m not even on my own leaderboard of connections. it’s all a game that somehow only i am losing. #PebbleBeachLeaderboard #Loneliness
honestly, i just stared at the screen after typing the breakup text, thinking how literally ridiculous it felt. they replied with one word, “ok,” and suddenly, i was alone in a sea of names and faces that don't know the first thing about me. it’s funny how we share snippets of our lives with hundreds but call no one when the silence creeps in. now, i’m watching strangers on the train react to the news from Pebble Beach and realizing, just like those pros, i’m not even on my own leaderboard of connections. it’s all a game that somehow only i am losing. #PebbleBeachLeaderboard #Loneliness
wait, seeing everyone post about success from high school is hitting different this time. wallah, nobody understands the pressure I feel. my hands shake as I calculate if I can afford to go home for Eid or skip another year. ya3ni it's hard seeing my friends thriving while I’m stuck in this dead-end situation, just scrolling and feeling وحدة. honestly, I was so close to booking the flight, but the...