دیکھو، رمضان آ رہا ہے اور ہر طرف افطار کی تیاریوں کی خبر آ رہی ہے۔ میں نے سوچا کہ کیسا وقت ہے یہ سب کہنے کا۔ ہر روز اسی پرانے ڈائری کے صفحے پر یہ فیصلہ کرتا ہوں کہ "بس، بس ہو گیا"۔ یار، سب لوگ اس وقت دوستی اور محبت کی باتیں کرتے ہیں لیکن کوئی بھی یہ نہیں سمجھتا کہ کچھ لوگوں کے لیے یہ جشن کا وقت نہیں ہے، بس ایک اور دن ہے جیون کے دکھ بھرے معیاری طریقے میں۔ شاید، اس سال رمضان کو اس وقت میرے سامنے ان ...
sometimes i feel like my whole life has been one long awkward apology for just breathing too loudly. i tried googling how to make myself more invisible for lunar new year—do you think wearing a giant plush costume would help? like, is it inappropriate to give my family a round of applause for their impressive ability to make me feel like a ghost every year? honestly, the real question is, why am i...
...and I found out my partner was texting someone else, right? So I did what any sane person would do. I hid in the bathroom, desperately trying to cover up the sound of my sobbing with the flush. You know that moment when your relative barges in asking if you need toilet paper and instead you blurt out, “Not now, I’m dying of heartbreak!” Yeah, pretty sure my aunt thinks I'm doing some weird emotional performance art. So now, instead of dealing with heartbreak, I'm stuck trying to explain that I’m just practicing my dramatic flair while she looks at me like I belong on a reality show about family dysfunction. #ChaosInLove #BathroomCrisis
...and I found out my partner was texting someone else, right? So I did what any sane person would do. I hid in the bathroom, desperately trying to cover up the sound of my sobbing with the flush. You know that moment when your relative barges in asking if you need toilet paper and instead you blurt out, “Not now, I’m dying of heartbreak!” Yeah, pretty sure my aunt thinks I'm doing some weird emotional performance art. So now, instead of dealing with heartbreak, I'm stuck trying to explain that I’m just practicing my dramatic flair while she looks at me like I belong on a reality show about family dysfunction. #ChaosInLove #BathroomCrisis
yoo, so I just realized I unfollowed my own heartbreak, but then I deep stalked my ex's page last night. bruh, it was a rabbit hole of cringe and nostalgia, but the real kicker? I accidentally liked a post from when we were still together. now I’m just sitting here, imagining their reaction like, do they even remember me? or did I just get ghosted by my own memories?