bruh, i just realized the best part of my week was that two-minute conversation with the person at the corner store, while i left my heart behind like it was on sale; watching everyone pair up feels like they’re doing some kind of matchmaking challenge, and here i am wondering if i’m even in the game anymore. #lostlove #datingexhaustion
day 47 of feeling like a ghost at work. my colleague forwarded my message to the entire team, and suddenly I am everyone’s punchline while they all celebrate their promotions and new cars. I keep scrolling, half-heartedly trying to manifest my own big break. is it delusional to think one day I could snag a scholarship for a wine tasting tour in Europe? I mean, people actually get picked for things...
the way that they’re making moves over at OpenAI, I can’t help but think about how I’m literally drowning in a sea of unrecognized talent at this dead-end job. everyone thinks I’m thriving because I keep my head up and smile. but deep down, I’m hoping the power goes out just so I don’t have to pretend everything is fine when I can’t afford dinner. it’s like, literally, everyone is stuck on their pedestal of stability, while I’m over here, slowly calculating how long I can last on instant ramen and overdue bills. my boss is cracking jokes about promotions, and I'm just praying that I can pay my phone bill. #PeterSteinberger #WorkStruggles
the way that they’re making moves over at OpenAI, I can’t help but think about how I’m literally drowning in a sea of unrecognized talent at this dead-end job. everyone thinks I’m thriving because I keep my head up and smile. but deep down, I’m hoping the power goes out just so I don’t have to pretend everything is fine when I can’t afford dinner. it’s like, literally, everyone is stuck on their pedestal of stability, while I’m over here, slowly calculating how long I can last on instant ramen and overdue bills. my boss is cracking jokes about promotions, and I'm just praying that I can pay my phone bill. #PeterSteinberger #WorkStruggles
last night, i overheard my situationship call someone ‘a friend,’ and it stung like i stepped on a Lego. i never really thought about it until then, but here i am, feeling like a background character in my own life, trying to figure out where the plot went wrong. #uncomfortabletruth #notwhatIthought