last night, i caught my roommate peeking at my search history. instead of being human about it, we just pretended it didn't happen while i mentally went over my entire life and my inexplicable need to research "how to fold a fitted sheet like a pro." i can’t decide what’s more embarrassing: the thought of her knowing that or the fact that i actually believed this method could change my existence. ...
just realized the only time my heart races is when i’m in a video game. matlab, every time i see a couple in the park holding hands, i think about how my most successful relationship is with my gaming console. seriously, bhai, the last time someone even smiled at me was when i gave my character a new outfit. real life hai na, just does not hit like an ind vs pak match. #IndVsPakMatch #GamingConfes...
yaar, jab bhi family gathering hoti hai, mujhe aisa lagta hai jaise main exam de raha hoon. matlab sab mere cousins ki tareef karte hain, unka career toh NASA se bhi behtar hai, aur main bas sochta hoon ki kya main iss duniya mein baithe baithe chala gaya? parents kabhi samajhte nahi, ki unki umeedein mere liye itna heavy luggage hai, ki main shaadi ka kharcha uthake, debt mein 10 saal tak rehne ki soch raha hoon. koi nahi jaanta ki kyunki mujhe unka disappointment nahi jhelna hai, kabhi kabhi main bas bhaga kar jaana chahta hoon. #YuvaSathiWestBengal #familydrama
yaar, jab bhi family gathering hoti hai, mujhe aisa lagta hai jaise main exam de raha hoon. matlab sab mere cousins ki tareef karte hain, unka career toh NASA se bhi behtar hai, aur main bas sochta hoon ki kya main iss duniya mein baithe baithe chala gaya? parents kabhi samajhte nahi, ki unki umeedein mere liye itna heavy luggage hai, ki main shaadi ka kharcha uthake, debt mein 10 saal tak rehne ki soch raha hoon. koi nahi jaanta ki kyunki mujhe unka disappointment nahi jhelna hai, kabhi kabhi main bas bhaga kar jaana chahta hoon. #YuvaSathiWestBengal #familydrama
last night, I was scrolling through my feed and stumbled on my classmate's wedding video. it was all glitz and glam, matlab, it looked like a movie. I felt so small. yaar, it's like everyone has these epic lives while I'm over here feeling invisible. hundreds of contacts, but nobody really knows what I go through. it just hits different seeing that happiness when I can't even remember the last tim...