yooo, saw that game and it just hit different, man. watching India play, I can’t help but feel like I’m always in the wrong league. like, there’s me hustling, working hard, yet still figuring out how to pay my next bill while the players are making history on the field. sometimes it feels like they are chasing dreams while I'm just... stuck here counting my empty coffee cups and wondering how to s...
i wrote a whole thank you speech for an award i haven't even won. is that weird? i mean, i practically had the entire thing memorized. is it possible to be the only person preparing for victory in the depths of reality where my name probably won’t even be called? the real kicker is how i’m staring at my notes while imagining all the people cheering and suddenly feeling a little ridiculous. but why...
yaar, matlab samjho na, every family gathering feels like an interrogation. like, "when are you getting a job?" or "why can't you be like your cousin?" they don’t get it, they just don’t understand the pressure. sometimes, I sit there imagining a world where I get the job of my dreams, like, out of nowhere, but then I remember it’s just a dream. #AlexDeMinaur #LifeIsHard
yaar, matlab samjho na, every family gathering feels like an interrogation. like, "when are you getting a job?" or "why can't you be like your cousin?" they don’t get it, they just don’t understand the pressure. sometimes, I sit there imagining a world where I get the job of my dreams, like, out of nowhere, but then I remember it’s just a dream. #AlexDeMinaur #LifeIsHard
the way that everyone compares me to my successful cousin literally makes every family gathering feel like a job interview. i’m stuck pretending my life isn’t a chaotic mess, just hoping someone doesn’t ask the right question to expose the lie. honestly, i am just as lost as the al shabab versus al ahli match outcome. but hey, at least the coffee at the barista I love is strong enough to drown out...