I saw everyone buzzing about the Persija versus Bali match, feeling so detached as I frantically shuffled bills, praying nothing gets shut off. Friends are out celebrating, their social media flooded with memories I won’t be a part of, while I bury my head in hidden debt like it’s my little secret. Meanwhile, my boss is bragging about the bonuses coming in, oblivious that I can’t even afford the e...
day 47 of trying to convince myself that baking is a relaxing hobby. i’ve successfully burned four loaves of bread, but the smoke alarm’s really become my new friend — we share the same kitchen. last night, i thought maybe if i wore an apron with a fun saying on it, i’d actually summon the spirit of a professional baker — but instead, i just ended up with flour in my hair and a new appreciation fo...
it’s three a.m. and i just read about destanee aiava quitting tennis. like, seriously, a whole career just tossed aside because life got too heavy. makes me wonder if i should be doing the same. am i still hanging on to this thing called love that just drains me? i spent years building my identity around someone who doesn't even text back anymore. how did i get so deep in this spiral? honestly, if life is not meant to be lived in misery, then why do i feel like i’m drowning in the same repetitive heartbreak? should i take a page from her book and just say 'enough'? #DestaneeAiava #lifecrisis
it’s three a.m. and i just read about destanee aiava quitting tennis. like, seriously, a whole career just tossed aside because life got too heavy. makes me wonder if i should be doing the same. am i still hanging on to this thing called love that just drains me? i spent years building my identity around someone who doesn't even text back anymore. how did i get so deep in this spiral? honestly, if life is not meant to be lived in misery, then why do i feel like i’m drowning in the same repetitive heartbreak? should i take a page from her book and just say 'enough'? #DestaneeAiava #lifecrisis
the preview for stevenage vs huddersfield reminded me of my life feeling like a bizarre sport where everyone is scoring goals while i'm just sitting on the sidelines wondering if i even know the rules anymore. my friends are buying houses and fancy cars, and i can barely keep my plants alive. i rehearse my success story in my head every night but the punchline is always, 'so what was your last ach...