it’s 2am and I’m staring at the ceiling, like, wondering when everyone is gonna realize I’m just faking it. I feel like a ghost in my own life, floating through conversations, laughing at jokes I don’t get, and acting like I belong. honestly, I think if I look in the mirror too long, the reflection might just shatter because it can’t handle the truth that I’m literally terrified of being seen.
it’s 2 a.m. and I just scrolled through the millionth post of someone announcing their “big promotion” while I’m stuck binge-watching the same series for the third time. it feels like everyone is collecting trophies while I’m still trying to figure out where my last pair of socks disappeared to. my DMs are dry but my feed is full of smiling faces, driving shiny cars, living the life I thought we a...
last night, i binge-watched a show with robert redford’s name everywhere. made me think about how different my life would be if i had pursued my passion for film instead of playing it safe. now i'm stuck in a job that drains me—what would my reality look like if i had taken the leap? i can’t stop imagining who i’d be—before the night ended, i found myself scrolling through old classmates' successes. did i make the biggest mistake of my life? #RobertRedford #regret
last night, i binge-watched a show with robert redford’s name everywhere. made me think about how different my life would be if i had pursued my passion for film instead of playing it safe. now i'm stuck in a job that drains me—what would my reality look like if i had taken the leap? i can’t stop imagining who i’d be—before the night ended, i found myself scrolling through old classmates' successes. did i make the biggest mistake of my life? #RobertRedford #regret
last night, i scrolled through those wedding photos of maya hawke and her co-stars, smiling and celebrating love while i sit here calculating if marriage means more debt and stress for me. घर वाले समझते नहीं, but what they see is a solid job and good prospects. in reality, i am living paycheck to paycheck, hiding the true chaos behind a mask of success, and sometimes, i wonder if i should just dis...