just realized, while scrolling, that my friends are out here getting engaged and buying second cars. and here I am, still figuring out if my houseplants need more sunlight or if I’m just a bad plant parent, matlab, kya hai yaar? honestly, it feels like I am watching a slow train of success pass by while I’m stuck waiting for a bus that probably won't even show up. hai na?
just realized that my closet has become a graveyard for clothes i never wore—like, why did i think a neon orange blazer was a good idea? i keep staring at it, imagining a life where i throw it on and strut down the street like i own the place, but instead i just stand there in my pajamas—at three in the afternoon. every day feels like i'm collecting shiny distractions but never quite using them, a...
yar, matlab samjho na, sab log ghar kharid rahe hain, nayi gaadiyan le rahe hain, aur main toh bas apne chaat ke paise bhi nahi jod pa rahi. mere dost toh social media par wedding photos share kar rahe hain, aur main sirf ek movie ka binge-watch karne ka budget banate hoon. mujhe samajh nahi aata ki sab kuch itna aasan kaise lagta hai unke liye, jab meri sabse badi achievement yeh hai ki maine yesterday ki roti toh kha li.
yar, matlab samjho na, sab log ghar kharid rahe hain, nayi gaadiyan le rahe hain, aur main toh bas apne chaat ke paise bhi nahi jod pa rahi. mere dost toh social media par wedding photos share kar rahe hain, aur main sirf ek movie ka binge-watch karne ka budget banate hoon. mujhe samajh nahi aata ki sab kuch itna aasan kaise lagta hai unke liye, jab meri sabse badi achievement yeh hai ki maine yesterday ki roti toh kha li.
wait, so I’m out here putting all my heart into my small painting hobby, right? I spend hours layering colors on canvas, convinced I'm crafting masterpieces. then my little brother walks in, looks at my work and says, “did you use an old pizza box for that?” like, what betrayal! that's the same kind of loyalty you'd expect from a trust fund kid after you buy them lunch. suddenly I'm questioning ev...