just checked my bank account and wow, somehow managed to go negative and now my rent is due next week but i still need to pay the water bill too, and the thought of going back to asking my sister for help makes me sick, like how did i let it get this bad again
yaar, matlab samjho na, last week my account was down to fifty bucks—had to choose between groceries or getting that medication, no one understands the pressure—घर वाले समझते नहीं, why is it always a choice like this.
sometimes i think about how i should have been better at saving money, like when we were barely getting by and i kept buying those little things, just to feel normal. now with the notice and nowhere to turn, i keep imagining what it would be like if i had just put it away instead of pretending like it was all fine.
sometimes i think about how i should have been better at saving money, like when we were barely getting by and i kept buying those little things, just to feel normal. now with the notice and nowhere to turn, i keep imagining what it would be like if i had just put it away instead of pretending like it was all fine.
yaar, matlab samjho na, rent due in two days and account is sitting at fifty rupees, can’t even afford the grocery for the week, बस यार, क्या करूँ समझ में नहीं आता.