not gonna lie, sometimes I stare at my bookshelf and think about all the stories I’ll never get to share with anyone. I have all these amazing books filled with emotions, but when I close the cover, I feel like I’m closing off parts of myself that nobody will ever know. it’s wild—I’ve got a thousand contacts, yet nobody knows that I still cry over chapters I never get to read aloud. it’s like I'm ...
wait, yaar, dekho na. sab dost Maldives ki vacation pics daal rahe hain, aur main next city ki trip afford nahi kar pa raha. mujhe samajh nahi aa raha, kisne kab kya sahi kiya ki log itne aage nikal gaye. mera pressure to arranged marriage se hai, par main toh bas apne student loan ki wajah se zindagi guzar raha hun. sab kuch chhodkar bas video dekhta hun, unki khushiyon mein main bhi hoon, par as...
it’s not that i hate working out—it's just... every time my sibling walks into the gym, it’s like watching a hawk circle above a hapless hornet. and there i am—sweating, struggling, counting the seconds until i can escape—while they float through the routines effortlessly, all while my parents nod, that all-knowing look in their eyes like they’re seeing me fail to measure up AGAIN. i can almost hear the interrogative remarks at family dinners, the side-glances over protein shakes as if my life’s worth is tangled up in someone else’s workout achievements. i keep telling myself it doesn’t matter but every gym failure feels like a reminder of how deeply disappointing i am—not just in fitness, but in life, and maybe that’s the real heavy lifting. #HawksVsHornets #FamilyPressure
it’s not that i hate working out—it's just... every time my sibling walks into the gym, it’s like watching a hawk circle above a hapless hornet. and there i am—sweating, struggling, counting the seconds until i can escape—while they float through the routines effortlessly, all while my parents nod, that all-knowing look in their eyes like they’re seeing me fail to measure up AGAIN. i can almost hear the interrogative remarks at family dinners, the side-glances over protein shakes as if my life’s worth is tangled up in someone else’s workout achievements. i keep telling myself it doesn’t matter but every gym failure feels like a reminder of how deeply disappointing i am—not just in fitness, but in life, and maybe that’s the real heavy lifting. #HawksVsHornets #FamilyPressure
yaar, matlab samjho na, aaj dinner mein jaane ka plan tha, par ab main ghar pe baith ke soch raha hoon ki kaise mere dost naye ghar kharid rahe hain, naye gaadi le rahe hain. mujhe toh bus paise ki kami se bhaagna hai, jitna soche utna achha feel nahi hota. har taraf khushi hai, par main toh ek corner pe akela hoon, yeh soch kar ki ekadashi kab ki hai, is baar bhi kya main sirf chaar din aur tang ...