it's 3am and i'm staring at the stack of unopened letters on my kitchen counter - each one a little reminder of who i used to be, wondering if my choices left me here, a stranger in my own life - why do we think saying no makes us stronger when sometimes it just seals our own loneliness?
saw the buzz about thailand women vs malaysia women and honestly, it hit different. while everyone’s cheering for teams, i’m sitting here trying to manage expectations—mine, everyone else's. like, am i the only one tired of pretending that juggling bills and buried stress is normal? if only my life could look as polished as those athletes, but here i am, calculating whether to order a pizza or ris...
honestly, i just spent an entire weekend scrolling through outfits i can't afford. i told myself it was inspiration for when my 'big break' happens. but when i checked my bank account, it was just... an abyss of nothingness. like, how is it possible to manifest a life where you're literally wearing the same shirt for weeks while pretending you’re ready to conquer the world?
honestly, i just spent an entire weekend scrolling through outfits i can't afford. i told myself it was inspiration for when my 'big break' happens. but when i checked my bank account, it was just... an abyss of nothingness. like, how is it possible to manifest a life where you're literally wearing the same shirt for weeks while pretending you’re ready to conquer the world?
saw the news about carter bryant getting added to the rising stars team and thought, wow, even people I barely know from high school can be successful, while I’m still using the same awkward icebreaker every time I meet someone new, which is, 'so... uh... how about that weather?' like I haven’t had an original thought since twenty-twelve. #CarterBryant #SelfDeprecatingTruth