saw a post from a batchmate in Singapore, and their starting salary is literally what I earn in a YEAR. can you imagine? while they're out buying houses and fancy cars, I can barely afford the basics. ang hirap talaga. everyone seems to have their lives figured out while I'm still trying to find a way to feel like I belong. looking at their lives feels like I’m stuck in a slow-moving traffic jam, ...
it's not that i care that my exes are getting married, it's just... i keep seeing all these fancy photos of their weddings while my biggest achievement this year is mastering a new snack recipe. also, like, my cousin is out here landing a job that probably comes with a yacht while i'm drowning in loans and Googling "best instant ramen." if only the State Bank of Pakistan had a loan forgiveness pro...
wait, i saw the news about that plane crash and it hit me hard—this feeling like my life is just a black box too, you know? i mean, on the outside, i look like i'm cruising along, telling everyone i’m working at some big MNC, while my bank balance is whispering "it’s a scam." sometimes, i wonder if there’s any voice recorder of my true struggles buried under all this corporate talk—like, when will...