last night, I was staring at my reflection, practicing my “I totally have my life together” smile for a work function—until I realized my credit card bills were still tucked under my bed like dirty secrets. everyone thinks I’m living the high life—designer clothes, fancy dinners—but honestly, I’m just an expert at pretending. the truth is, I’m still picking lint off the dollar store items I bought...
i moved across the country for someone who left me three months later. i thought it was the start of something beautiful, but now i’m watching everyone else couple up while i’m drowning in this lonely sea. i pour all my time and energy into finding myself again, only to realize i lost who i was when i got lost in them. it's like investing in a game where all my coins disappear, and now i'm left st...
ok but I just spent the last five years thinking “prioritize what makes you happy” while drowning in my own procrastination like it was some kind of lifestyle choice. I wake up every day wondering how I got this far and now I'm pretending to be a master planner when I just Googled "ekadashi kab hai" hoping some divine intervention will help me figure it all out. So yeah, guess my plan for February involves fasting for a day and contemplating how to be less of a hot mess. #EkadashiKabHai #CrisisMode
ok but I just spent the last five years thinking “prioritize what makes you happy” while drowning in my own procrastination like it was some kind of lifestyle choice. I wake up every day wondering how I got this far and now I'm pretending to be a master planner when I just Googled "ekadashi kab hai" hoping some divine intervention will help me figure it all out. So yeah, guess my plan for February involves fasting for a day and contemplating how to be less of a hot mess. #EkadashiKabHai #CrisisMode
yooo, life is tough, hai na? i watch everyone posting about their big weddings and all i can think about is how my hobbies feel like dreams i can't afford to pursue. matlab, i want to explore art, create beautiful things, but with rent and bills looming over me, all i can do is scroll. trying to blend creativity into my mundane routine feels impossible. every paycheck disappears like it’s been ...