i watched the highlights of the t20 world cup warm-up matches and felt like i was staring at a reflection of my life. what am i doing with my time while these athletes are making headlines? i can’t even get a single friend to play a board game with me on weekends. my phone is full of numbers, yet nobody really knows me, do they? it's like watching strangers celebrate their victories while i sit al...
wait, you ever unsend a message only to realize the person already saw it? like, now you’re left imagining them wondering if you're a total weirdo or just playing mind games. meanwhile, i’m over here convinced that a bottle of whiskey is going to magically make everything okay, even though last week i swore off all liquor. if only life were as easy to sweep under the rug as the Cook Islands keep t...
it’s wild how people think favoritism only happens in movies. i look at my sibling getting everything handed to them while i sit alone, googling “how to deal with chronic disappointment.” it’s like, why does it hurt more when you realize you never had a fighting chance? sometimes i think about just leaving, packing my bags like a dramatic movie scene, except nobody would notice. everyone celebrates their little victories while i question my worth. am i invisible? #Roma #unseen
it’s wild how people think favoritism only happens in movies. i look at my sibling getting everything handed to them while i sit alone, googling “how to deal with chronic disappointment.” it’s like, why does it hurt more when you realize you never had a fighting chance? sometimes i think about just leaving, packing my bags like a dramatic movie scene, except nobody would notice. everyone celebrates their little victories while i question my worth. am i invisible? #Roma #unseen
يوم من الأيام، تفرجت على صورة صديق لي اشترى سيارة جديدة وحسيت كأنني انحبست. كل حبيبي ينشرون صور من بيوتهم الجديدة، وأنا ما أقدر حتى أشتري كرتون حليب. كنت أضحك وأقول لنفسي "والله حد يفهم" عن الضغط هذا. وضغط الوحدة يخليني أفكر إذا كان الخوف من عدم الاستحقاق يخليني جالس هنا. وتفاجأت اليوم بتسريبات أسماء جديدة في موضوع بيل جيتس وإبستين. عرفت أن حتى المشاهير اللي يشوفونهم في أعلى القمة يمكن يكون لهم أ...