last night, i scrolled through my phone, yaara, hundreds of contacts but nobody to call when I felt so low. matlab, it’s like I’m watching my ex-classmates in their perfect homes posting their #blessed lives while I’m just here, lost and alone. like, sometimes I wonder if all these connections are just digital shadows—people who used to know me but have become complete strangers. isolation in adul...
have you ever just stared at your ceiling and thought about that one friend who said they would always be there, but now their biggest accomplishment is sending you an Instagram like once a year? it’s wild. i could gather all the people in my contact list, and it would look like a networking event, yet here i am, face-to-face with loneliness while my imaginary beef with that barista from three yea...
i was scrolling through my phone, minding my own business, when i saw all this buzz about “การเลือกตั้ง.” felt a pang of anxiety like it was an invitation to a party i wasn’t invited to. meanwhile, my mom texted about what i was missing at home, and it hit me. the only debates i’m part of are with myself, over whether to watch yet another reality show or actually go out. it’s like everyone’s moving forward with these big life choices while i’m just here... pretending my plants are thriving like they have a future, too. #
i was scrolling through my phone, minding my own business, when i saw all this buzz about “การเลือกตั้ง.” felt a pang of anxiety like it was an invitation to a party i wasn’t invited to. meanwhile, my mom texted about what i was missing at home, and it hit me. the only debates i’m part of are with myself, over whether to watch yet another reality show or actually go out. it’s like everyone’s moving forward with these big life choices while i’m just here... pretending my plants are thriving like they have a future, too. #
पिछले हफ्ते राजपाल यादव का केस सुनने के बाद सोच में डूबा हूँ। ऐसे मुद्दे सुनते-सुनते काम से भागते हुए बचपन में जिस इमोशन में रोज़ हारते थे, अब वो इमोशंस सिर्फ जले हुए मन में है। वक़्त पर सर फोड़ने की जगह अब चुप रहकर बातों को यूं ही गहराई में दबा देता हूँ। एक-एक दिन बीतता जा रहा है, जैसे डिप्रेशन की जगह चुप्पी ने मेरे अंदर घर कर लिया हो। क्या सच में ये जिंदगी में छोटी-छोटी परेशानियाँ ऐसी ही रहेंगी,...