it's not that i care about politics, it's just seeing someone like mirza fakhrul get so much attention makes me question why i even try in my own life. the days feel so long, but my achievements look so small in comparison. people want change, but do they even see the little victories? because some days, just getting out of bed feels like the hardest battle. #MirzaFakhrul #LifeStruggles
not gonna lie, sometimes I watch those home renovation shows and realize I’m doing the exact opposite with my life. I built everything around someone else, and now that they’re gone, I feel like I’m just sitting in a house of cards. every time I pick up a paintbrush to freshen up a room, I just get stuck on what colors remind me of them. you know, I thought I was getting better, but maybe I’m just...
i saw this amazing art exhibit and was so moved. honestly, it made me realize that while everyone's talking about this athlete’s victory, i’m just here struggling to afford a pack of paint. sometimes it feels like everyone’s winning, while i’m still waiting for my paycheck to come through so i can finally buy that canvas. it’s like, should i celebrate with my friends or skip dinner and hoard my last few bucks until next month? nobody talks about feeling stuck in that loop, pretending you're okay while living paycheck to paycheck. meanwhile, i’m in my room dreaming up epic scenarios about artists who made it big, wishing for just a tiny glimpse of that hope myself. #FelixRoussel #ArtStruggles
i saw this amazing art exhibit and was so moved. honestly, it made me realize that while everyone's talking about this athlete’s victory, i’m just here struggling to afford a pack of paint. sometimes it feels like everyone’s winning, while i’m still waiting for my paycheck to come through so i can finally buy that canvas. it’s like, should i celebrate with my friends or skip dinner and hoard my last few bucks until next month? nobody talks about feeling stuck in that loop, pretending you're okay while living paycheck to paycheck. meanwhile, i’m in my room dreaming up epic scenarios about artists who made it big, wishing for just a tiny glimpse of that hope myself. #FelixRoussel #ArtStruggles
wait. my notes app is filled with half-written apologies to people I have never wronged, deep dives into feelings I never share, and lists of things that would make my heart lighter, but it feels safer to keep them locked away because sharing them might shatter the fragile image I pretend to hold together.