it’s weird, yaar, but when i heard about zaeem qadri’s passing, it hit me harder than my last breakup. matlab, the world felt so unstable, like someone just moved the earth beneath my feet while i was figuring out which side to hold my ice cream cone. i'm here scrolling through my life choices and thinking, will my indecision lead to another political drama? or should i just stop going to family g...
so i just watched my high school classmates buy luxury items like they’re nothing. meanwhile, i’m still rocking clothes from two decades ago. it feels like a slow-motion car crash watching their success as i just try to find enough coins for a snack. i’m not jealous though—no, no. i mean, i definitely have a face that could win an award for being supportive while my insides feel like they're screa...
wait, is it weird that hearing about prices dropping made me think about how my entire life feels like it's in free fall too? I used to collect things, you know, small meaningful tokens. now, I just stare at dusty shelves and remember how excited I was for little moments that seem meaningless. who am I trying to impress with memories if I can’t even find joy in what I have? #HargaEmasAnjlok #ExistentialCrisis
wait, is it weird that hearing about prices dropping made me think about how my entire life feels like it's in free fall too? I used to collect things, you know, small meaningful tokens. now, I just stare at dusty shelves and remember how excited I was for little moments that seem meaningless. who am I trying to impress with memories if I can’t even find joy in what I have? #HargaEmasAnjlok #ExistentialCrisis
i woke up this morning to that news about philip mampad. as someone who’s always had to walk the line of staying quiet, being invisible, it really makes me think about how toxic men often hide behind jobs or positions. meanwhile, here i am, thirty and still living at home, while people expect me to just smile and play my part. the absurdity hits me like a truck. maybe my biggest fear isn’t being b...