the way that I casually named my future cats with someone I spoke to once—like we really shared that moment, right? it was a whole thing—picking out names like we were planning a life together when in reality, I can’t even remember their last name. and now I think about it sometimes—wondering if I’m destined to have imaginary cats in a universe that doesn’t exist because I said their names aloud o...
so like, you ever realize that the office bathroom is basically the only place you can scroll through your phone without getting side-eyed? it’s a sacred ritual at this point, you know? i sit there, staring at my screen while listening to the same elevator music that haunts my nightmares, praying nobody knocks and that i don’t actually run into anyone with a smile that says “how’s your day going?”...
it’s not that I don’t have dreams, it’s just that sometimes I find myself measuring how long it would take to save up for a ridiculously elaborate costume for a comic-con that I might never attend, and when I calculate it out, the number of months feels like decades, and I can't help but wonder if I'll ever break free from this spiral of “when I have the time,” or “once I get my life together,” and it's just so easy to laugh about it but deep down I’m thinking, why even bother?
it’s not that I don’t have dreams, it’s just that sometimes I find myself measuring how long it would take to save up for a ridiculously elaborate costume for a comic-con that I might never attend, and when I calculate it out, the number of months feels like decades, and I can't help but wonder if I'll ever break free from this spiral of “when I have the time,” or “once I get my life together,” and it's just so easy to laugh about it but deep down I’m thinking, why even bother?
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