not gonna lie, I’ve started doing these dramatic deep breathing exercises before grocery shopping. its wild how quickly anxiety kicks in over a cart of ramen and instant mac and cheese. lowkey, the self-checkout scanner feels like a confession booth where I’m silently hoping no one sees the total, like, ‘just don’t judge my choices.’ when I googled ‘how to eat when broke’ the other night, I never ...
not gonna lie, I sometimes see a couple holding hands and feel like they are casually kicking me in the gut. i watch them smile and laugh, and I think about how I was that person once. now I sit alone with a bowl of cereal, the same cereal we used to share, and I cry at every commercial like it's Shakespeare. I spent so much time being their cheerleader, I forgot I had a whole team of my own dreams on the bench, waiting for me to show up.
not gonna lie, I sometimes see a couple holding hands and feel like they are casually kicking me in the gut. i watch them smile and laugh, and I think about how I was that person once. now I sit alone with a bowl of cereal, the same cereal we used to share, and I cry at every commercial like it's Shakespeare. I spent so much time being their cheerleader, I forgot I had a whole team of my own dreams on the bench, waiting for me to show up.
yooo, saw those Valentine's Day ads everywhere and realized I've been waiting for someone to swoop in and save me, but I'm just here stuffing my face with heart-shaped cookies. I thought I built my world around them, but now it's just me, an empty couch, and that sad little plant I've been neglecting. got me thinking maybe I’ve been dating my idea of love instead of anyone real. #ValentineapossDay...