the way that persiba bantul is making headlines got me thinking about the last time i felt like a winner. not at a game, but just in life. when did my group of friends become a ghost town? i scroll through my contacts, wondering why i feel more connected to my toxic coworkers than anyone who actually knows me. no one to call when i need to laugh or scream about the mundane chaos of adulthood—just ...
wait, so I went to this family reunion and everyone's raving about their promotions, while I'm sitting here like, "I have been doing the same boring job since twenty nineteen." ये लोग पूछते हैं क्यों कुछ नहीं हो रहा, and my parents don't get that it's not just a lack of ambition. मेरा सब सहारा मेरे बचे हुए दोस्त थे और वो भी चले गए. I'm left feeling like a failure in the spotlight, wanting to screa...
no, because I moved across the country for a job I thought was my dream, only to find out they didn’t even need me that badly. they let me go three months later, right after I finally got comfortable asking my neighbors how their lawns were doing. now I’m in this bizarre town, living off coffee from the sketchy gas station, wondering if I'm somehow supposed to befriend the pigeons on the corner. I’m literally naming them in my head. charles and hilda aren’t exactly great company, but they do listen better than most people I know.
no, because I moved across the country for a job I thought was my dream, only to find out they didn’t even need me that badly. they let me go three months later, right after I finally got comfortable asking my neighbors how their lawns were doing. now I’m in this bizarre town, living off coffee from the sketchy gas station, wondering if I'm somehow supposed to befriend the pigeons on the corner. I’m literally naming them in my head. charles and hilda aren’t exactly great company, but they do listen better than most people I know.
شاید لگتا ہے کہ میں کچھ خاص ہوں، مگر میں حقیقت میں اپنی زندگی میں کیسا پھنس گیا ہوں، ایک تقریب کے لئے اگر اپنی دعاؤں کو اپنے بیگ میں رکھ کر سب چلو جاؤں، شاب برات کا کیا ہے؟ صرف لوگ دوسری جگہوں پر خوش ہو رہے ہیں جبکہ میرے گھر والوں کو نہیں پتہ کہ میں کب باہر جا کر پھر کبھی اپنی آنکھیں بند کر سکوں گا، بس اللہ کا واسطہ، کوئی سمجھتا نہیں کہ سب کچھ کتنا مشکل ہے۔ #ShabEBaraat #زندگیمشکلہے