so i found an old box of my childhood toys while cleaning and literally thought of the summer when we would play for hours and then got stuck in this spiral of missing that feeling, like how did we lose that and i do not even know how to get back there, all those little moments felt so huge and now my phone is full of random faces but nobody feels real anymore
sometimes i wish i could just disappear like my name doesn’t matter anymore — every time i see my old self in photos it hits like a brick and i don’t know who she is but it makes me sick to think of all the missed moments.
matlab yaar, dowry negotiation felt like a livestock auction, sab log meri value discuss kar rahe the jaise main ek appliance hoon, ghar wale समझते नहीं.
matlab yaar, dowry negotiation felt like a livestock auction, sab log meri value discuss kar rahe the jaise main ek appliance hoon, ghar wale समझते नहीं.
woke up at 6am just to scroll through videos of people cooking lavish meals while i still had not washed the dishes from last week, and my only meal was a sad sandwich on stale bread that has been sitting in the fridge for way too long.