i just found out about the whole ghislaine maxwell thing. i remember when someone told me they loved me, and my brain short-circuited like it was an old computer trying to run a new game. i froze and just blurted out “thank you.” now, that’s all i can think about—how scared i am to let anyone in. all this chaos in the world just mirrors my own mess. makes me wonder if i will ever let someone close...
the way that i just volunteered to mentor someone because i thought it would look good on my resume is downright embarrassing. no clue what i’m doing, and now i'm basically a glorified advice column for someone who's way smarter than me. today, they asked me for career tips and all i could think was "uh, have you heard of joan laporta?" like that was going to help. honestly, it's just me pretendin...
yoo, so i ghosted someone because i just couldn’t muster the energy to explain why the spark was fizzled out like a cheap soda. meanwhile, i scroll through stories of people finding love and it hits different, you know? it’s like everyone’s playing house while i’m over here dodging texts like they're mosquitoes at a summer barbecue. saw that news from #Ghaziabad about the whole tragic situation, and i couldn’t help but think—why do people go through such lengths for something they could just walk away from? i might be terrified of being alone, but that fear of losing yourself while holding onto someone who doesn’t fit anymore? that feels like the real ghosting. #LoveConfusion
yoo, so i ghosted someone because i just couldn’t muster the energy to explain why the spark was fizzled out like a cheap soda. meanwhile, i scroll through stories of people finding love and it hits different, you know? it’s like everyone’s playing house while i’m over here dodging texts like they're mosquitoes at a summer barbecue. saw that news from #Ghaziabad about the whole tragic situation, and i couldn’t help but think—why do people go through such lengths for something they could just walk away from? i might be terrified of being alone, but that fear of losing yourself while holding onto someone who doesn’t fit anymore? that feels like the real ghosting. #LoveConfusion
not gonna lie, every time I see jen dodds on screen, I think about how she probably had a moment where she felt just as lost as I do right now. I'm supposed to be mentoring someone, but honestly? I’m not even sure I can lead myself. I watch her fierce determination and wonder how she turned her doubt into gold. meanwhile, I sit in my room, vision board untouched, still mapping out dreams I’m too s...