yaar, kuch nahi samajh aata jab log kehte hain "zindagi mein kuch nahi ho raha" and i'm just like, kab tak chalu bhai, baar baar exam de kar rejection ka letter milta hai. फिर ये सोचना कि कोई समझता नहीं, बस थक गए हैं हम।
people keep telling me at least we had each other for all those years like that makes it better but they dont get it, we were one person and now i just feel like a really poorly edited version of myself that forgot how to fill in the blanks.
i went to get some groceries and just stood there staring at the shelf for what felt like forever. picked up some cheap ramen but just felt sick realizing it meant another week without fresh veggies or anything real, just this cycle of always having to settle for less, like how did it come to this.
i went to get some groceries and just stood there staring at the shelf for what felt like forever. picked up some cheap ramen but just felt sick realizing it meant another week without fresh veggies or anything real, just this cycle of always having to settle for less, like how did it come to this.
i just spent an hour staring at the wall because i lost the keys to my apartment and i am too tired to even retrace my steps. honestly, how do i keep misplacing everything and it is like i have become this mess of a person in a new place where i do not know anyone.