the way that people keep talking about nikola topic returning and I’m over here feeling like a ghost haunting my own life—caught in the constant cycle of putting on a brave face while worrying about my next meal, replaying the choices I made like they were movie trailers—oh, I should’ve taken that job. should’ve saved instead of splurging on that thing that didn't matter—everyone thinks I'm fine, ...
do you ever feel like everyone around you is soaring while you are still on the ground? watching my boss praise someone else for MY idea — it’s like living in a comedy where all the jokes land except yours. I scroll through social media and see friends hitting milestones, but here I am, trying to find my place in a world that feels like it's sprinting ahead. I made choices thinking they'd lead to something great, but all I have are these haunting "what ifs" lingering like ghosts. hashtag lostintransitions #stillfiguringitout
do you ever feel like everyone around you is soaring while you are still on the ground? watching my boss praise someone else for MY idea — it’s like living in a comedy where all the jokes land except yours. I scroll through social media and see friends hitting milestones, but here I am, trying to find my place in a world that feels like it's sprinting ahead. I made choices thinking they'd lead to something great, but all I have are these haunting "what ifs" lingering like ghosts. hashtag lostintransitions #stillfiguringitout
ever notice how the person you grew up with suddenly acts like you never existed? it’s funny how the heart builds a whole house around someone, just for them to forget the address. now i'm just out here pretending i’m fine, while secretly wondering if they’re just embarrassed of who i used to be. like, how do you uncouple from a shared memory without…?