overheard my coworkers talking about their bonuses and how they were taking trips and buying new cars. meanwhile, i am still here in this tiny apartment, just wishing i could afford decent takeout without feeling guilty.
so i was trying to order food in this new country and totally mixed up the words for 'spicy' and 'nice' in the menu and the guy just stared at me like i was insane. ended up with a huge plate of the spiciest food i have ever tasted and it was literally a disaster, had to chug water the whole night while trying not to cry in public.
literally just found an old notebook and realized i was supposed to write a poem about the stars for school but never turned it in. अब याद आता है तो ऐसा लगता है कि कभी क्या कुछ भी किया था.
literally just found an old notebook and realized i was supposed to write a poem about the stars for school but never turned it in. अब याद आता है तो ऐसा लगता है कि कभी क्या कुछ भी किया था.
the other day i found an old box of letters and it was weird. like reading my own loneliness on the pages, now no one to really share it with or ask if they remembered, just me and the dust and this long silence.