day 28 of not doing laundry, and i suddenly remember that my favorite shirt is now buried under a mountain of socks that look like they've seen the apocalypse. it hits me that it’s three a.m. and i have to choose between wearing my “i survived another family dinner” shirt or my “let’s pretend i have my life together” one. my mom's voice echoes in my head, “i'm not mad, just disappointed,” and hone...
not gonna lie, I just checked my screen time report and it’s shocking. I have spent more time staring at a cereal box than I do at actual people. I honestly thought counting the number of grains in that snack mix was a joke. Who knew examining crunch levels would become my second job? And it’s like, why does that almond always feel like the biggest commitment of my day?
it's not that i can't be happy for people getting married. it's just... i scroll through wedding videos that look like grand movie sets, while i am here, losing my mind over what app to download to fix my phone because even that feels overwhelming. watched my old flame move on, and all that built-up love feels like dust in the wind. sometimes i wonder if i lost my identity along with that relationship... or maybe it’s just the loneliness making me paranoid. #Download #RelationshipStruggles
it's not that i can't be happy for people getting married. it's just... i scroll through wedding videos that look like grand movie sets, while i am here, losing my mind over what app to download to fix my phone because even that feels overwhelming. watched my old flame move on, and all that built-up love feels like dust in the wind. sometimes i wonder if i lost my identity along with that relationship... or maybe it’s just the loneliness making me paranoid. #Download #RelationshipStruggles
if you are feeling overwhelmed right now, know that you are not alone. many have walked this path and emerged on the other side, often stronger than before. trust that this season, like all others, will eventually change. #StayStrong #YouAreNotAlone #Encouragement