yaar, matlab samjho na, aaj bazaar gaye the par woh मच्छी जो चटपटा बनाना था, वो याद नहीं आया, और वापस आते हुए एक अजीब सोच में डूब गया— घर वालों को कभी पता ही नहीं चलेगा, क्या लगेंगे लोग।
checked my account this morning and somehow only had fifty dollars left for the week, rent is due and the car needs new tires, just spent the last bit on groceries and now wondering how to stretch it until my next paycheck which is already too small, really thought switching to a normal car would help but now it feels like everything is just a sinking ship
just spent the afternoon scrolling through old photo albums and it hit me how every single time i get together with people i end up as the background character while everyone else has their big moments and adventures. like, there are pictures of me holding a drink in a corner while friends are all making memories, and i can’t shake the feeling that i’m always just on the sidelines watching the good stuff happen without me.
just spent the afternoon scrolling through old photo albums and it hit me how every single time i get together with people i end up as the background character while everyone else has their big moments and adventures. like, there are pictures of me holding a drink in a corner while friends are all making memories, and i can’t shake the feeling that i’m always just on the sidelines watching the good stuff happen without me.
i just checked my account and i can’t afford my rent this month, my heart drops every time i remember that unexpected bill from last week and now i just feel like i am drowning in it all while everyone else is pretending everything is fine.