last night, my relatives were bragging about me to the neighbors, telling them how well I am doing. nobody knows that I feel like I am living a lie, hiding my salary and my fears from them. यार, matlab samjho na, the pressure is crushing. I wonder if they would still smile if they knew I struggle just to get by. It’s all about appearances, right? I just wish… #FaCup
yaar, jab se sab friends apni life mein busy ho gaye hain, main itna akela mehsoos kar raha hoon. fa cup ki news sun kar sirf dosto ke saath hansi-masti ki yaadein yaad aati hain, jab sab milkar matches dekhte the. ab bas phone khol kar contacts dekh raha hoon, aur koi nahi hai jispe mai call karke bola sakun, "kya tum aaj free ho?" akele baithe-baithe, zindagi ki khud ki team ke khiladi bhi khud ...
literally looked in the mirror today and all i could see were my parents staring back at me, like some weird generational relay race. they're out there collecting accolades while i can't even remember the last time i felt like i achieved anything substantial. my timeline is full of "look what i did" posts, and here i am still figuring out how to get through the day without cringing at my own reflection. #lostincomparison #waitingforhappy
literally looked in the mirror today and all i could see were my parents staring back at me, like some weird generational relay race. they're out there collecting accolades while i can't even remember the last time i felt like i achieved anything substantial. my timeline is full of "look what i did" posts, and here i am still figuring out how to get through the day without cringing at my own reflection. #lostincomparison #waitingforhappy
wait. when did thirty become the age where you’re *supposed* to have your whole life figured out? i thought it would just be like twenty-nine but with better skincare. instead, it’s a messy mix of existential dread and deciding which trendy wellness ritual to try next, because clearly, that’s what adulting is now. #growingpains #relatable