i stopped trying to explain my feelings— it was exhausting. now, i just wear a smile so convincing that it makes me feel like an actor in a dark comedy. each laugh is just a punchline in a script i didn't write, while inside, i fantasize about setting the whole stage on fire and walking away without looking back.
yooo, just saw that Ranbir is raving about "Dhurandhar" and honestly, it hits differently—while everyone around me is living their highlight reel, I am stuck binging old series, laughing at jokes no one cares about—baki toh khushiyaan nahi mil rahi hain, yaar, matlab samjho na, kya hota hai apne liye kuch na karna—while the world has morning cuddles, I just have late-night snacks to keep me compan...
literally just sat there, staring at my mom, trying to mask the panic in my chest when she asked when I'm having kids again—AGAIN. i have no partner, no stability, and sometimes, I cry about my emptiness while scrolling through highlights of friends with perfect families and nice homes. honestly, it hurts to smile while they showcase their "perfect lives" and I'm just hoping for a chance to be whole enough for a relationship—wondering if I ever will be. #Filgoal #lifecrisis
literally just sat there, staring at my mom, trying to mask the panic in my chest when she asked when I'm having kids again—AGAIN. i have no partner, no stability, and sometimes, I cry about my emptiness while scrolling through highlights of friends with perfect families and nice homes. honestly, it hurts to smile while they showcase their "perfect lives" and I'm just hoping for a chance to be whole enough for a relationship—wondering if I ever will be. #Filgoal #lifecrisis
just realized that all the movies i used to think were "adult" dramas are now my life in real time. i mean, i thought 30 was gonna come with a money tree and gourmet meals, not a tight budget and frozen pizza. you ever watch those films and think, "wow, i really need to step up my game," while you’re over here wondering if you should invest in self-care or just buy a new streaming subscription? sp...