i still have dreams about being back in that old classroom, sitting in the back row while she yelled about how i ruined her life, and its like every time i mess up, her voice is just echoing in my head saying she never wanted me.
woke up today and realized my entire closet is full of clothes that don’t fit anymore and like, why am i even keeping them. it's just a reminder of what i used to wear, and that just feels sad, sad.
yaar, matlab samjho na, just checked my account and there’s like nothing left—rent due and already behind on my bills, how do people even manage—घर वाले समझते नहीं, like i am so tired of this struggle.
yaar, matlab samjho na, just checked my account and there’s like nothing left—rent due and already behind on my bills, how do people even manage—घर वाले समझते नहीं, like i am so tired of this struggle.
so last week i was in a meeting and totally spaced on a simple question and blurted out that the numbers were "off the charts" instead of saying "we need to adjust our approach" like, how do you even say that with a straight face, i wanted to crawl under the table. now i keep replaying it in my head, ugh, my brain has never been more embarrassing.