yaar, jab maine dekha apne classmate ka wedding video, toh literally apne cousins ke 50 lakh ke car gifts ki yaad aayi, aur main sirf itna soch raha tha ki ghar wale toh mujhse bas wohi expect karte hain, jabke main toh auto fare bhi afford nahi kar pata, samjha do please, ghar wale jab mujhe dekhe toh unka disappointment dekh kar lagta hai main hi sabse bada failure hoon, jab maine unse kaha meri...
no because seeing that news about the FBI searching for clues makes me realize how fragile our sense of safety at home really is; i sit here stressing over bills and feeling like my little apartment is just a place to store my anxiety instead of a real home, and yet every time i try to ground myself, i'm haunted by how easy it is to lose even that small comfort. #Home #Anxiety
the way that ramadan is starting soon makes me think of how empty my dinner table feels these days. i used to share laughs over meals, but now it’s just me and my reflection in the window, feeling like a ghost at my own life. dozens of people have my number but nobody ever asks how i’m doing. guess that makes sense, right? i’m just that one contact nobody thinks to check in on. #Ramadan2026 #LonelyTimes
the way that ramadan is starting soon makes me think of how empty my dinner table feels these days. i used to share laughs over meals, but now it’s just me and my reflection in the window, feeling like a ghost at my own life. dozens of people have my number but nobody ever asks how i’m doing. guess that makes sense, right? i’m just that one contact nobody thinks to check in on. #Ramadan2026 #LonelyTimes
ok but I keep thinking about how Texas Tech just obliterated Colorado, like watching that feels so familiar — like how sometimes I just watch my own life fall apart and don't say anything because I could, you know, destroy someone else if I did. it feels heavy, this secret I carry, wondering if it’d make me feel lighter to finally spill it — but what if it just breaks me too? #ColoradoVsTexasTech ...