i spent the whole day in a mall food court, literally just staring at people, pretending to scroll on my phone. i think the hardest part was when i realized that no one noticed i was just a ghost in a sea of shiny happy faces.
so i literally spent 30 minutes trying to explain my favorite band to this new guy at a party and it was all cool until i realized i was actually describing a cartoon theme song instead and everyone just stared at me like i had lost my mind, god it was so awkward
found a random note in my bag from months ago. it was supposed to be for my therapist but instead it just reminded me how alone i really am, like all these half-formed thoughts are just floating around with no one to share them with.
found a random note in my bag from months ago. it was supposed to be for my therapist but instead it just reminded me how alone i really am, like all these half-formed thoughts are just floating around with no one to share them with.
checked my account and it was like staring into a void, two months behind on the electric bill and now they’re sending messages that sound like threats. I should've known better than to order takeout last week, now I cant even afford the new shampoo I saw that looked nice.